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2008-06-12T15:49:00.002+08:00

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2007-04-08T11:37:00.000+08:00

my blog is pretty much neglected due to my busy busy schedule. LOL
lets talk abt sentosa on gd friday! =D
pics will be up soon. haha.

we were supposed to meet at 830am at je de, but in e end e timing kept changing til it become 11 den meet.
and e no of ppl gg oso kept reducing til only me, vl , alvin and peiyi.
pretty saddening.
i reached je at 1115 and to my surprise i was e first!
followed by alvin who came ard 10mins later.
den we hopped onto e train which taima was in.
take note, alvin LITERALLY hopped onto e train. LOL.
we were at e 3 door while taima was at e 4th. so we alighted at clementi and ran to e 4th door to be reunited wif her! haha!
on e train, we kept persuding alvin to cancel his job tat evening and haf dinner tgt wif us.
and wala! our efforts paid off and he finally cancelled his job after much reconsidering. keke.

went over to habourfront shopping center to look for uno cards.
and we ended up buying uno cards, beach ball and a frisbee.
after tat we went giant to buy drinks.
proceeded to e bus station to take e shuttle bus into sentosa.
we found a spot and we settled there. and we had lunch.
fried rice, seaweed chicken and chocolate sara lee cake.
wasnt much of a fabulous feast but it was nice. =D
we played uno as we eat, and i think e uno lasted for abt an hr or so?
still miss our nv ending uno at our previous chalet though. wahahaha!
after tat peiyi came and we played frisbee? and monkey?
and while trying to catch e ball i fell. LOL.
everything happened too fast and i seriously didnt know wat was gg on.
for more info, pls contact vl or peiyi. LOL.

later they played volleyball for awhile.
den. i seriously cannot remember wat happened next but i think we played heart attack.
den after heart attack was another round of uno, which ended pretty soon tis time round.
e loser has to be buried alive!
and peiyi lost, so we buried him alive.
e process was super fun and funny. pics will be shown in e next post i hope.
peiyi was so deeply buried tat he couldnt come up w/o alvin's help.
and he looked as if he emerged from e sand like a sand monster.

after tat me, alvin and peiyi swam over to e island opposite and we rotted there for awhile.
e island looks damn isolated. as if nobody has been there before.
and it reminds me of e movie KINGKONG.
after awhile we swam back and looked for vl.
i immediately went to bathe coz i feel v wet and dirty. probably bcoz of all e sand.
tat damn peiyi throw sand over at me and it fell into my bikini.
it was gross! haha!
ransacked alvin's bag for his bath and shampoo coz i didnt bring any.
den walked to e toilet wif taima.
there wasnt along queue of ppl therte.
but everyone juz took their own sweet time in e shower so i ended up waiting for quite a long time.
and and and! some lady juz changed in there!
she stripped naked and juz changed there! LOL.

after i bathed, we walked back to our spot and rotted ther while waiting for alvin and peiyi to finish their bath.
they took such a long time tat i ended up self entertaining myself by taking photos.
had a grp photo when they finally returneed. but e pic was pretty bad coz its dark.
blame it on e lousy photographer. haha!

took bus back to habourfront and we had our dinner at e food centre there.
after tat taima went to her fren's chalet and e 3 of us went to vivo to walk ard.
alvin was e future hse-husband coz he went to giant and buying cabbage, tis muchroom thingy, apples, and milk.
he wanted to buy oil as well but his mum asked him not to.

cannot remember much coz i was so tired. but i think we took e train back home after tat. =D

2007-03-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!!! YESSSS!

wahahaha. our fri slogan, which was created during.... ermm.. some party at qx's function room i think, if i nv remember wrongly. =D

anyw. tis has been a rather hectic wk for me.
pretty busy wif work stuffs for e first few days of e wk.
mon i ot til 8plus and i reached home ard 930, dead tired. zzz.
tues wasnt much better. i had to rush my unfinished work til almost 7, before ending it in a haste coz i was rushing to a movie dinner wif benny.
wed was better. left at ard 6. thurs was ard e same time too i guess.
today was e best. i left at 540. LOL. maybe 2 mins earlier than shane. xD I WON!

wed was franco's last day.
den we all took photos wif him, but e folder was stored in e office's database.
i'll get it out on mon and post it up soon i guess.
i suck in e photos though. LOL.

met up wif benny at lot 1 after work today.
had dinner wif him den we watched the number 23.
hmmm. it was supposed to be a thriller i guess, wasnt it?
but it seemed more like some psychological show. LOL.
not e v usual jim carrey show i would say.
and e cinema was freezing cold! LOL.
it was a good thing i wore my bright orange jacket there. wahahaha! xD

my long awaited shopping trip wif shijie tml.
more pics! yay!
and i need to get some new shoes, if there r suitable ones. xD

2007-03-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

ayee. its another lonely day.
watched tape wif bro til 4 plus. den munyeng came over.
she made swiss roll and took 2 slice over for me to be guinea pig. lol.
we played sims 2 for awhile den she went off.

she was thinking of wat to do on her 21st bday which falls on 21st oct tis yr.
actually i was oso thinking of wat to do on mine.
i know its a bit too fast since i havent even turn 20.
maybe i shld think abt wat i wanna do on my 20th bday first.
but den again, my bday tis yr falls on a tues.
and apparently everyone is working. well most of them.
maybe i'll push fwd and haf an advance celebration on sat or smth.
but i still havent thot of wat to do tis yr. sighs.
i hope everyone can make it, if not i'll be sianded again. zzz.

2007-03-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

MEMORIES

i miss those days. dun u?

we've had so much fun during those days.
i love u guys. =D

i'm juz too bored coz i'm rotting at home, feeling sleepy e whole afternoon.
den i thot of many things, dug out my old photos and think abt e past.
cousin michelle did a life story of herself by combining all her pics from when she was a baby to present.
i was thinking of doing one too, but i'm pretty lazy.
i love viewing all those old photos of mine. they reminded me of e fun and laughters we've had in e past.
den i've seen how much i've grown.
not much physical difference maybe. juz a little perhaps.
from black hair to golden hair to brown hair and now half black on e top and half golden brown at e bottom.

love tis pic here. it my 'i'm cool i'm cool' pic. LOL

tata peeps. its pretty amazing tat i managed to post 3 posts today, considering how much i've neglected my blog ever since i've started work. HAH.

2007-03-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

a few pics taken wif my colleagues ytd.
it was hui jun's last day. =(
only 3 pics coz i only posted those wif me in it. lalalalala. =P
fri is casual day so we all wore casual to work hees. =D

dai wei and me.

huijun, dai wei, me, karen, liting.

joanne, huijun, me.

p.s. thank you dai wei for e pics! =DDDD

2007-03-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

time passed faster than usual. haha.
probably its due to e fact tat it's fri, YES! (our fri slogan lol), and e fact tat i've been msning and friendstering at e same time while working.
kills time u see. =D

i haf no life ever since i started working.
i dun even know wats there to blog abt except my working life, which probably will bore u ppl all to tears tat u'll swear tat u wun ever come into my blog ever again. LOL
but den again, i really haf no life.
i wake up every morning, go to work, reach home, watch a bit of tv, eat, bathe and slp, and e routine go on.
but wat to do? for e sake of money. hahahaha!

went over to my bf's for dinner ytd. and i had sudden craving for laksa at e station. wahahaha!
actually i had cravings for swensons ice cream too. coz i walked past swensons on my way home and i saw tis couple sharing an ice cream.
so sweet! i wan oso! xD
but anyw, my darling owes me swensons ice cream. coz. i promised to help me copy down all his contacts, whic apparently i havent done so. LOL
and he owes me levelling in jx too. coz. i've been such a gd girl. wahahahaha!

supposed to be ice skating today de.
but nobody except me and taima wanna go so i ended up staying at home.
and e crap thing is i finished all my vcds! arghz!
i wanna go out leh. i already haf no life liao. sobs.

2007-03-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

there's a new colleague in e secretarial dept and he's of e same age as me!
he's from tp and he studies law.
goodness. he's a future lawyer! LOL. and he's rich can.
he lives in some terrace hse in joo chiat.

anyw. it was my daddy's bday ytd. and 4th aunt's today.
i sent her a happy bday sms tis morning. =))
and ytd we went merchant court for dinner wif darling, and gramps to celebrate daddy's bday.
dinner was great. i ate alot.
free flow of sashimi! YUM.
but i forgot abt e fondue. haha. xD

and.
i realised my bf loves me alot aot alot.
but its juz tat he doesnt know how to show. -_-" tats e sianest part.

ah. i gotta go orh orh already.
maybe i'll take some pics some other day (maybe our next c&p outing) and post it up here.
GOODNITE!

2007-03-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

i am not a gd lover. i dun noe how to be one.

C&P MARCH GATHERING AT QX'S HSE! BBQ~~~~

actually i was v happy today. but somehow smth juz spoiled my happy mood.
freaking shit.
its gonna be an emo post. dun read. really. it might juz spoil ur day.

bbq was great. but i juz wasnt full enough.
the atmosphere was somehow different from east coast.
i somehow missed my 18th bday'ss overnite countdown bbq party.
if i can ever turn back time, i wanna go back to when i was sec sch. 15 or 16 yrs old.
but wats e point of saying all these now? time can nv go backwards.
things r so different now. ppl change, and everyone is not e same anymore.
still v gd frenz, but somehow those sec sch feelings haf all gone u know?
anyw, back to e topic. today's bbq at qx's place.

we crapped and haf small talks at e table. den we played crocodile at e playground.
but we didnt get to play v long before e security guard came to stop us.
she said we were making too much of a din and said playgrounds r for children, and we're overage. stupid shit.
i miss crocodile. =(
den we had our truth or dare session back at qx's living room.
e qns were sexual. and e dares.... hilarious.
munyeng had to kiss ch. raf had to tongue alvin's nose. and i had to bite wj's ears.
we went back after tat.
wj and wx escorted me home.

if only time can stop, i wan it to stop now. rite now, when i'm in front of e com, and dun resume again.
sometimes i feel v confused over certain desicions i made, wondering if i've made e rite chioce or e wrong one.
u know, its v funny. u'll always think u've made e correct choice until one day, smth happened, den it struck u tat u've actually made e wrong choice.
so its nice to haf gd frenz ard, to remind u if its e rite choice u've made.
but smtimes, even gd frenz can be blind to e minor things tat r bothering u.
i've watched so much tv series, and all of them mentioned abt wat listen to ur heart thingy.
wat crap is tat? pls teach me coz isnt e brain who does all e thinking?

haf u ever wonder wat wil happen after u die?
like, where do u go after tat?
is there really such places such as heaven or hell?
or do u juz slp forever, oblivious of watever is happening, and nv wake again.
or do u really become a ghost?
why do ppl wanna commit suicide?
why do they think tat death is e easier way out?
to tell e truth, i am afraid of death. i dun like e feeling of leaving tis world bcoz i'm afraid of wats gonna happen after death.
but sometimes living in tis world makes me afraid too.
i'm not a genius. i'm not smart. i'm not rich. i'm not pretty. i'm not capable. i dun see wats my purpose here.
i admit i haf ever thot of escaping from reality by dying, but e thot of dying scares me too.
why cant life be easier?

sometimes, when i thot i'm enjoying smth, in e end, it turns out tat i'm actually not.
i haf many regrets in life. but i always tell ppl i haf no regrets bcoz wats over is over.
u cant cry over spilled milk.
but sometimes late at nite when i'm alone in my room, i cant help but think abt it.

to tell e truth, i think i'm not a v nice person. (though i always say tat i'm nice)
i'm bad tempered. i flare up v easily. its juz tat i dun wanna show out my temper to others.
but in fact, i'm v petty and sensitive.
but no matter wat, i'm juz a girl. i'm emotional and i get hurt darn easily.
i'm weak bcoz i tear v easily. i dun like defeats and i tend to give up easily.
i hold grudges. and i'm evil.
i'm e worst person u can imagine.
stay away from me.

and to all who tolerated my nonsense, thank u.

2007-03-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

my blog is really under negligence! lol.

man. been burying myself in work e past few wks.
busy busy busy. work has been rather hectic, wif so much to learn and so much to do.
but i still kinda prefer work than schooling at sp (dcnt.. oh tat sucks man!).
boss (you kin) has been giving us training.
there was tis gst training on some day 2 wks ago. and juz on mon there was secretorial training. and tis coming mon there's another sec training.
ah. i so prefer sec training to gst training.
lol. like i've said to some ppl, i'm more of a words person than a number person. =P

went out wif frenz after work e past 2 days.
went to suntec on thurs after work wif munyeng, vl, alvin and his fren.
den we had crystal jade.
after tat we went to check e axs machine for bbq date.
anyone free on e 24th for bbq? xD
den juz ytd met up wif vl, lk and her bf after work and we went bugis. xD
no pics sorry. haha.
coz i'm breaking out on e forehead. it juz came out ytd! arghz.

i'm now waiting for my bf to book out so we can decide whether to go for e it fait anot.
later gg to 4th aunt's place for dinner! hoho!
it has been ages since i went to her place liao lor.
actually kinda miss camping over wif cousin michelle la. boohoo!
we used to camp over every hol when we were younger de.
but now all grown up le, has our own activities le, so nv go le.
i miss those good old days. =(
dun u ppl miss ur happy childhood days too?

2007-02-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

i had a really weird dream last nite.
i dunno why e hell will i haf tis dream, but it kinda scares me initially when i woke up.
its not a nitemare. but its weird. so so weird.
and e weirdest thing is, i think its not e first time i had tis similar kind of dream.
does my dream imply smth?
XUETE! i hope not!

2007-02-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

work was ok today, though workload getting heavier already.
but seriously i prefer working than studying. lol.
perhaps its bcoz i got e wrong course ba.
trying to cope wif stuffs now, hopefully i can manage by e peak period.
and and and. i got my half mth's pay today! yippee!

anyw, very very tired now.
but still missing my darling bf who's suffering in camp now. sobs.

and. to my dearest c&p peeps:
now tat everyone's finally present, can we organise another gathering?
tis time make sure everyone's there. esp tat workaholic NG WEI JIE.

2007-02-23T12:08:00.000+08:00

as i've promised, here r e pics.
damn lots of them ah. divided into 3 catergories. THAILAND, ZOUK AND REUNION DINNER.

first, its THAILAND. 17/2/07 to 20/2/07.

ZOUK! 21/2/07

REUNION DINNER! 16/2/07

tata peeps! xD

2007-02-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

ha ppl. i'm so sorry. e reunion dinner pics and zouk pics gotta wait awhile den can upload.
coz my com got prob. so i gotta use my bro's com to upload. xD
i promise i'll upload it into my blog asap ok?

anyw been really busy la.
gotta make full use of my tis one wk holiday before i start work next mon.
after next wk i think i'll be super no life already. zzz. =x

anyw. went zouk wif c&p peeps ytd.
ALVIN IS BACK!
alvin is an idiot can. he kept it a secret for so long.
but actually i suspected it long ago. lol. i'm juz too smart.
he came over to my place ytd nite to scan stuffs and COLLECT ANG POW from my mum. LOL.
den we went zouk together.
it was really nice there, wif u ppl ard. though i hate e smoke.
but much as i like clubbing wif u guys, i dun think i'll go again. sob.
hard decision to make, but den it either tis or tat or nth at all, u get wat i mean? well i dun think so. ...... goodness, i feel like i'm making a big sacrifice. =x

anyw, much as i love my trip to thailand, i hate wat e weather there did to my skin.
i actually popped 2 pimples on my face!
XUETE! lol.
and its really mosquito infested there. it was horrible.
our hotel was cool. me and ah mun hared a room and jason and ah don shared a room.
and only my room has e big bed. and 2 side lamps and a table and sofa!
so cool rite? the rests (including my parent's and relative's) doesnt haf.
anyw dreamworld rawkks!
i sat on more rides than i did 7 yrs ago.
and e viking totally rawkks! its like 90 degrees can. so thrilling. lol. but it was fun!
i suddenly realised tat escape's viking really sucks. can fall asleep on it one.
and e go kart at dreamworld rawkks too. had a race wif my cousins! woohoo! fun!
but e roller coaster (spinny mouse or smth) really sucks to e core.
i got so bored sitting on it i wanted to slp. lol. i was mumbling nonsense throughout e ride coz i was too bored.
i was mumbling "bao meili ah bao meili. bao meili ah bao meili" LOL.
tat was e suckiest ride i ever rode on. lol.

pics another day. but soon i promise!
and its slp time now! got more activities tml. goodnite! xD

2007-02-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK PPL!

its like finally. i haf so much to blog and so much pics to post can.
i still haf my c&p reunion dinner photos to upload and post and email (which apparently i havent uploaded into my com yet) and my thailand trip photos too.
i only haf 1 wk to blog and post and finish everything coz i'll be starting work next mth, and den i'll not haf e time to update le.
its peak period next mth to april or may i think.
so i'll be super super busy! ahhhhh!

anyw. lets talk abt my reunion dinner wif my c&p peeps on e 16th.
apparently everyone was there except alvin, who was in china, and lk, who was in m'sia, and ks, who was oso out of e country, and wj, who didnt haf an acceptable reason not to be there!
tat idiot forgot abt our reunion dinner and went to work!
so he'll haf to dong fang wif alvin le. LOL and we get to watch e free show as members of c&p.
so we had our steamboat buffet at suntec. v v nice. maybe bcoz we haf e rite ppl wif us.
our 'lao yu sheng' is e funniest la. we 'lao' til e whole table. it was super funny.
i shall post e pic when i haf e time. yawns.

i'm so lazy to continue wif my thailand trip.
had a long day today.
woke up early in e morning den go airport.
reached sg at ard 4. den reached home ard 5plus.
had to rush to my aunt's place after tat. super shag. yawns. maybe i'll blog tml. =D
i shall try upload photos. coz i think my com still got prob. =x

2007-02-16T09:45:00.000+08:00

wa piang eh. super long nv blog liao.
preoccupied wif work ah. so busy lol. and plus my irritating fever is back, and gone!

decided to juz quickly come in and post a short one (coz i'm still in e office wahahah!)
shhhhhh!

work was fine. but pretty hectic coz i'm new and there's alot of new things i gotta learn.
but den e working environment is good. =D
and i like my colleagues. they're nice ppl. =D

half day today. den later got company lunch.
and i'm totally in holiday mood. but den, still got stuffs to do.
so yeah, i'm gonna go get back to work le.
shall blog again when i haf e time. byeeeee!

and ya! i'm flying over t o thailand tml le.
gonna be at e airport by 10 i think.
so i think next wk den can blog le. wahahaha! xD

2007-02-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

imperfections.
i feel tat i'm so imperfect. =x

i wan bigger eyes.
sharper nose.
straighter teeth.
thicker hair.
bigger boobs.
longer legs.

i dunno wats wrong but i cant seem to post pics up on blogger either.
its either my com sucks or there's snth wrong wif blogger.
i wanted to post a pic of dawnyang to let u ppl see wat i mean by perfect.

but nvm. u all can go to http://www.xanga.com/clapbangkiss/ to look at her pic.

she's perfect.

super pretty eyes.
sharp nose.
straight teeth.
thick hair.
big boobs.
long legs.

but there're rumors tat she underwent plastic surgery before la (judging from her old photos).
i dunno and i dun dare say anything.
but den even if she did undergo plastic surgery, it's a success man!and if she didnt, den wow. bless her looks. haha!
geez. i wanna look like her. pouts.
oh btw i think she looks abit like fiona xie.

fiona xie is cool too.
but she's a bit short la. so i used dawnyang as an example. =D

2007-02-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

i've always felt a pang of loneliness whenever my bro is not at home.
its juz strange coz he used to be e no life game freak who'll stay home 24/7 (if there's no sch) to play dota, or watsoever game there is.
den nowadays he's always not at home.
geez. i miss running into his room and putting my arms over his shoulder, and at e same time trying to squueze myself into his chair, while looking at him play game.
LOL
but he always seem pretty annoyed whenever i does tat. wahahaha!

i remember him telling me i haf a sucking aura bcoz there was once when e moment i stepped into his room, he kena disconnected from his game.
LOL. tis is soooo funny can.
so he told me i haf tis sucking aura ard me which disconnects ppl from dota. xD
i didnt know i had such a wonderful ability! *clapsclaps*

so steer clear from me, gamers, bcoz i possess the ability to disconnect u from ur game whenever i'm ard.
r u ppl in awe of me now?
bow to me yeah?

2007-02-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

aiya wth is wrong wif u ppl man?
can u pls kindly tell me wat is so wrong wif e possibility of me studying for my embedded?
i'm serious. i was reallt studying for my embedded ytd nite. coz its e module tat i'm most interested in among all e other lousy modules.
nobody believed me. wth is so wrong wif me man?

so i tell u ppl i went for a wild party at MOS ytd nite, got drunk and kena taken advantage of by 2 huge ugly looking men.
lidat den u ppl believe rite?
or i tell u ppl tat i was happily shopping at vivo city and spending every cent of my parents' hard earned money.
lidat u oso believe rite?
shallow. like u all only wanna believe tat i'm a bad girl and i only do bad things.

geez. let me tell u la.
i may seem a wild girl on e outside but actually i haf a good side one ok?
if not my parents already disowned long ago lo.

tell u ppl e truth u all dun wanna believe. tell u lies den u wanna believe.
tis world is getting weirder and weirder every sec.
i'm v serious now, telling u ppl.
i DID study for my embedded ytd nite (no dummy, i did not attend a wild party at MOS and kena raped nor did i spend all my parents' money at vivo city), and i AM really saving up now.
believe it or not, its up to u.
i'm trying to save up to buy a hse in e future.

byebye.

2007-02-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

i seriously need to start eating healthily already.
been eating way too much instant noodles the past few days, and to make things worse, my lunch timing has been rather irregular.
ha. i had my lunch only at 3 plus ytd. xD
my cough is finally getting better though.
but i think i'm been eating too much ba gua tat a sore throat is coming. wth.
anyw i think my memory is failing me.
drats i'm getting old.
i actually switched on my bro's computer and forgot abt it. den i went out w/o switching it off. -_-

anyw. LAST PAPER TML!!!!!!!
YES!
but i'm still not in e mood to study.
actually, i havent been having e mood to study ever since sch reopen tis sem la.
i wish i was somewhere else.

p.s. and i thot my bf saw a ghost ytd. it was creepy, but after tat i realised it was a mistake afterall. she's not a ghost.

p.p.s. i should haf gotten angry instead of afraid. arghz!

p.p.p.s i cant upload e pics from my camera to my com! wth. and there's a pic i wanted to put in friendster!

2007-02-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

hey ppl. i chanced upon tis and i would like to share wif u ppl.
take some time to read it ok? it may seem long, but its worth reading. =))

human are egoistical. if you know you're the one in the wrong, make the first move to say 'sorry'. if you apologise, the other person probably will too.
true, it isn't easy to take a step back and humble yourself, but if you truly want to make things all right again, then that's probably the best option.
when 'sorry' doesn't really help because the argument was too serious, it helps to give the other party some breathing spaces. this is especially important, if that person treats you as a very important person in his/her life.

if you've just have a spat with your partner, give him or her time to themselves, which will help get their balance back and think through what just happened.
after time apart, they would have been able to sort out their thoughts and decide which step to take next.
however, there are some people who tend to feel isecure, and a fight would make things even worse.
if your partner is such a person, it is best to immediately contact him or her and try to make things right again. having too much time apart could cause him or her to think negatively, making matters worse.

when it comes to the same problem you had a fight over before, it's best to give way.
a good relationship is built on compromise and a great deal of give and take on both sides.
if not, learn how to negotiate. each of you will state what you want, then work together to find a way forward.
this way, it's a win-win situation no matter what.

bottling everything inside your heart will only help you tide over the current argument.
over time, as the number of issues accumulate, your bottled up feelings of resentment will erupt. and this will further strain the relationship.
know that hidden resentment poisons a relationship, if something bothers you, say it.
generally, guys are wary emotional conversations (which girls love unfortunately) instead they love finding solutions.
so, let him or her know how you feel, and find an answer together. listen with your ears and hearts.
after an argument, those involved will tend to want to speak about what has happened. however, don't blow your top over every little thing he or she says about you that was wrong. instead, try to keep your cool and listen.
sometimes it is good to understand the things that won't change whether in your friend, partner, or family members. some characteristics are there for life, and you have to face that.
punishing or scolding won't work. true, it may make you feel better after the 'abuse', but it will actually let the person resent you more, and want to repeat the same fault again.

a better way is to reward the things you like, and ignore what you won't like.
Reseach Shows That A Person Needs Five Positive Experiences To Erase The Memory Of One Negative Experience. So, Give Five Kisses For Each Fight, Five Kind Words For Each Hurtful Things You Say.

2007-02-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

ermm. i deserve a rainbow and a unicorn? LOL so wat does tat mean?
i haf e mentality of an innocent 5 yr old?

anyw to ppl who tagged on my tagboard.
there's smth wrong wif my com (maybe its e security thingy), but i'm unable to reply to ur tags juz yet.
wait til i use my bro's com, den i'll reply alright? I'M NOT DAO! LOL.

anyw i had my 2nd last paper today. OS.
it was bloody sian. and i finished it in abt, say, 45mins to an hr or so?
came out and saw shifu, shi xiong and mustafa and they said it was easy! -_-"
ok so it wasnt tat hard but it wasnt easy either. at least not for me. pssst. but considering how i didnt study.......... *grins*

to my c&p peeps.
i super cant wait for e 16th! xD

2007-02-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

debated wif myself for sometime den decided to post my ugly wif no makeup photos here.
Zzzz. told ya ppl i'm not pretty.
but oh well. both were taken after my exams sia.

and can u believe qx and i were actually at e same place at e same time but we didnt see each other??!!

OMG! we're so not fated.

so near yet so far. LOL.

2007-02-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

ANYW. SINGAPORE WON!!!

and i thot they were so gonna lose during e first half.
it was so demoralising.
the sg players kept losing possesion of e ball, and throughout e whole match during e first half, e thais were attacking ferociously.
e defenders were like not doing much thing la, though they were playing defence. -_-"
actually i thot they shouldnt play defence la. they should attack all e way, den see at last who score e most. LOL.
not much thrill if they keep defending den e thai keep attacking, and den u see sg players like so lousy cannot take possesion of e ball.
v sian one.
so sian tat i thot no point watching le, den i went into e room to watch superstar wif my mum instead. LOL
i only came out and watch e last 10mins of e 2nd half. rite after singapore scored. haha.
onky den i saw e point in watching e match.

anyw. i realised juz den tat there's a bitch in everyone.
yeah. tat is, unless u r a super shu nu, only tat u're e perfect angel (not u, angeline lol), which i think u suck.
get a life, shu nu.
there's a bitch in me too. a v bitchy one in fact.
coz. i turned into e total bitch when i get jealous.
i cant believe i actually threatened to scratch someone else's face. all bcoz of a mere jealousy bone in me. wahahaha!
i dun actually mean to go scratch her though, it juz kinda slip out of my mouth when i flared up.
but i may consider smearing shit and urine at her doorstep. ok tat was a joke too. -_-"
but seriously. serious. i will prank call her til she cannot stand it. and i'll call her a bitch in e call.
hey. i'm not stupid, i'll use a public phone, dude.

arghz. i cant believe i'm telling u ppl all these in my blog.
it juz shows wat a bitch i am. PEACE alright?
i'm sinful. forgive me. lol.

2007-02-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

woo! i finally got in blogger through my bro's computer. LOL
i havent been able to get in using my com coz i think of e tight security thingy ba? i'm not v sure abt tat though.
anyw, its feb already. fast.
so many things happened since my last post la.

first, drama triangle relationship among 2 of my good frenz.
shant go into details coz i'm not sure if they like ppl kpoing their love lives here.
but anyw complications, tears and stuffs over tat, and now everything has been settled.
den there is e 2 rounds of interviews i haf to go thorugh.
and wala! i found myself a job as tax admin.
starting work on e 12th.
ah. lesser time to meet my bf already. hopefully he can make it on v day.
and den there's tis terrible news tat my grandfather has been admitted to e hospital.
operating tml at noon.
visited him tis afternoon at e hospital. and he's looking great, much to my relief.
juz so much stuffs happening.

ah yes. and den there's tis thing tat peeved me so badly.
dunno whether i should mention it here, but, juz e mere thot of it makes me blood boil.
firstly, its ok if u've gotten some info abt my current life from ppl ard u.
its not tat i really mind u knowing and stuffs and shit, juz tat u dun come bother me, nag at me, lecture me and try to give me advice.
get tis straight ok, even my own bf dun dare do tat to me coz he now i loathe it.
2ndly, u dun even know me tat well, so dun pretend to be a fren and act like u know me ok, bcoz i can tell u straight in e face tat u dun me at all.
i dun mind having u as a friend on friendster or maybe juz having occasional smses but tat doesnt mean tat we're on close terms.
in fact, i dun think u'll even recognise me in e streets coz we've only met like less than 10 times? and e last time we met was like 2 yrs ago? am i rite?
and juz in case u dunno, i dun wake up til noon on wkends and i totally hate it when ppl call and disturb me when i'm still sleeping, unless its really impt stuffs like bf, family, work and my c&p peeps.
like i've said, u probably dun know me well enough, i do haf an attitude side, so dun try me.
when i flare up i dun give a damn even if u're e minister's son alright?

ok. big match on tonite. asean cup finals. singapore vs thailand.
and after e first leg on wed, i guess e thais totally hate us now.
and yippee! i'm going to thailand on e 17th. -_-"
we're so gonna get rotte eggs thrown on us. great.

2007-01-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

Woopies! here r e photos from munyeng's farewell party.
i said i'll post them up in my next post, and here they are! =))

ah. my fiance and i. we simply LOVE each other. and those wonderful and memorable sec sch days when we lamed and crapped e hell out of each other.

LOL. mummy looks terrified. =P

and she've decided to conquer her fear and give munyeng a hug.

and munyeng looks so shiok! xDDD

the rest r pretty normal shots. xDDD

i know she's gonna miss weijie's ears. awwwww.

oh well. tats abt all.

there'll be more pics on e 16th next mth on our c&p reunion dinner!

2007-01-28T13:12:00.000+08:00

juz did tis steamboat quiz yh sent via email.
and e below is my result.

TYPE B You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

i seriously find tis so true!!! it freakingly accurate can!

1) active operson
2) quick tempered
3) draw line between happiness and unhappiness
4) when i encounter things i like, i'll do it w/o 2nd thot
5) when i encounter things i dun like, i'll escape from reality
6) ill make a storm out of a teacup wif my frenz. =P
7) i always give up easily
8) i dun befren ppl whom i think i wun get along wif ( for eg, geeks and ah bengs and ah lians)

=D

anyw went out for farewell dinner for munyeng my dearest fiance ytd.
had our family feast at kfc (special request by munyeng) at jp.
almost everyone was present, except vl and mel, coz they went for concert. =(
for me i think its qute emotional la. i dunno abt e rest.
but i know lk feels e same way as me.
sighs.
we've been good frenz since sec 1 sia. now she's suddenly leaving me.
my best fren leaving. my dearest fiance. sob sob.

took some pics ytd.
will post them up in my next post ba i guess.
will be having our c&p reunion dinner on e 16th next mth.
hopefully everyone can turn up ba. =D
love u guys loads. muacks.

2007-01-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

been really really busy e past few wks.
got sick. recovered. and den got sick again.
its like a neverending cycle.

exam starts next wk and i dun even feel like reading up.
maybe i'll simply flip some pages tml.

doesnt time pass?
it passes so quickly tat everyone's changing.
everyone's leaving. and soon, everyone will lose contact wif each other.
and wats lefy will only be e memories and e photos of e past.
everyone said frenz r forever. its true, i wanna believe tat too, but it seemed so hard to maintain it now.
nobody really comes out and meet tat often anymore.
its only on occasion like bdays den some will reluctantly come.
i understand tat now we've all grown up and haf our own lives.
we may all haf bfs and work to occupy our time. tis i understand.
but cant we at least meet up once a mth to gather instead of only waiting for bdays?
and even if its a bday celebration, not everyone can make it.
its so sad isnt it?

sometimes i look at my bf and his bunch of frenz and i envy them.
they've known each other since sec 1 and now they're all 24 yrs old le, and they still meet up wif each other and stuffs.
why cant we do e same?
i believe tat no matter how busy we r at certain times, there maz be a time when we can squeeze out some time to meet our old frenz, isnt it?
bcoz if we dun and coninue burying ourselves in work and e arms of bfs, den when u grow older, u'll tend to wonder where all ur frenz haf gone.
and at tat time, u'll realise tat u've already lost them coz u didnt try hard enough to maintain e frenship.

i'm already starting to look for a job le.
and if i'm hired, i may be busier than most of u coz full time work is 8 to 5 or maybe 8 to 6 daily.
but i hope despite my busy schedule in e future to come, i can still keep in contact wif my frenz.
u all may be schooling for wat i know, so u wun be as busy as me.
so i dun think busy can be used as an excuse le ba?

tonite we're having a gathering bcoz munyeng's leaving for m'sia for 2 and a half yrs tml le.
its sad to see her leave.
but its even sadder tat we only got out to meet bcoz of tis.
other than ppl leaving or bdays, cant we haf other any time for each other?

2007-01-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

some things r juz unexpected.
like, how can one juz pass away like tat?
so i say, life is really unpredictable.
it makes me sad juz by thinking. boo!

went to sch for project tis afternoon, but nth was accomplished.
not tat i really care anyw, i was already hopeless.
its juz for e sake of responsibility.
seriusly, i hate responsibilities. its like a burden i haf to carry.
its like, u know u haf to do tis, but u dun like to do it, neither do u know how to do it, but den u juz haf to, by hook or by crook, do it, juz simply bcoz its ur responsibility.
i hate stuffs like tat.

while ppl out there r having only 1 or 2 papers, or r already happily enjoying their hols, i haf 1 whole bloody damn wk of exam!
u tell me is tis fair?
screw e sch system, will they?

and while i'm so struggling wif life (and e bloody sch system) out here, my bf is unable to come out for 1 whole damn wk too.
screw e CHARLIE system too.

sometimes i juz cant help but feel i'm a pessimist.
i cant help feeling tat my whole life is now all screwed up and i'm left wif nth but me myself and i.
i know its not true, but i juz cant help feeling tis way.

maybe i should juz go be an airheaded bimbo and dun care abt anything.
hey wait, being a bimbo i gotta look good in e first place rite?
damn. i cant even be a bimbo now.

can anyone juz bring me out of tis misery now?

2007-01-21T01:45:00.000+08:00

i'm so hooked up wif reading these days (only tis afternoon to be specific) tat i dun really feel like blogging.
but oh well, seeing tat it has been neglected for such a long time.... might as well, u see.

freaking busy wif fyp tis whole damn wk.
it was rather hopeless, unfortunately, and boy am i glad its finally over.
i forgo-ed my beauty slp juz bcoz of tat bloody damn project and i seriously didnt know why i even bothered abt it in e first place.
i knew i wasnt gonna get anywhere anyw.
juz completed it for e sake of completing, and maybe for e sake of responsibility.
i nearly fainted out of fatigue and hunger (yes i actually skipped my oh-so-precious lunch) and i practically had my mind all on benny and only benny during e presentation.
i didnt know why but i guess when u're gonna die u'll think of e person tat u think is e most impt to u.
and tats probably why i can only think of him and no one else.
i actually dun give a damn abt how i fare for it, i juz knew i need to get over and be done wif it so i can juz end all my sufferings.
or maybe, i do give a damn after all. but who cares? nobody even bothers and i dun see why e heck am i doing tis anyw.

as for bf, havent seen him for like over a wk already.
i was busy and he was busy too. though we constantly contacted each other on e phone now and den.
but somehow it juz wasnt enough. =(

sch was crazy and sucks as usual.
and i met my project mates ytd for e very first time ever since e sem started.
i was actually feeling guilty coz i've been cutting classes too often, and really, i havent been doing my part as a team mate in any way.
so i guess e least i can do is to finish e report by next fri.
it sucks but i cant really help out much wif e technical stuffs anyw.

managed to get a 7 out of 10 for my quiz wif e help of one of my project mate.
he's considered nice already, considering e fact tat its e first time he ever saw me in class.
i actually did went for classes. i went 4 times, but i juz didnt see him til ytd.

its not tat i enjoy cutting classes so often u know?
but it gets kinda lonely when u're a fwd student and u dunno anyone in class.
its kinda frustrating to be sitting alone and being quiet when i used to prance ard e class talking, laughing, whining and playing ard.
its juz so not rite.
its juz so not my active and noisy personality.
its actually kinda hard to blend in when everyone knows everyone in e class already.
i hate it totally. its freaking sad.
i'm like so anti social now, i hate it.

i actually kinda envy everyone else.
like, how can they be so happy everyday?
i know its kinda lame for me to be asking tis question coz ppl used to keep asking me tat.
maybe i used to be.
i dun think anyone has ever seen me cry ba?
tear maybe, but not cry.
i do tear when i get v stressed. its juz my way of dealing wif stress. e tears juz wun stop falling.
freddie saw me wif tears-streaked face e other day at e project lab and asked me wat happened.
but den i simply told him i'm ok and its juz my way of dealing wif stress.
its true. i havent slept e whole nite e day before and i was really stressed up.
so i wasnt surprised tat e tears came.
i juz didnt like it when ppl caught me tearing.
i didnt wanna appear weak in front of anyone.
i didnt wan any protection from anyone. neither do i need any sympathy from anyone.
bcoz those r for shu nus and i'm no shu nu.
i choose who i wanna confide in and if i didnt confide in u, it means tat u dun need to feel sorry for me. i'm ok by myself.
its actually kinda sad tat e ppl whom i wanna confide in juz werent by my side at tat time.
instead, they were like so god damn far away from me.
its none other than benny, my beloved bf. and alvin, my gu po.

its all v natural tat i will wana confide in my bf, bcoz he knows me best and i know tat i can trust him wif all my heart.
i know tat no matter wat happens, he'll be supporting me.
and watever decision i make, he'll be standing by my side.
he's always giving me e strengths i need to carry on and showering me wif his care and concern.
i know he's e one who understands me best.

on e other hand, i didnt know why i'm so comfortable wif confiding in alvin.
he's one of my bestest best fren, no doubt.
and in e past, he was always there when i'm in my lowest point, and he's always there to give me advice and to encourage me.
when everyone thot i was hopeless, he didnt gave up on me and he even gave me free tuition.
and i actually managed to get a fairly good grade for my paper.
but now he's so far away in china. probably enjoying himself travelling ard.
tis is like e first time when i'm depressed, he was not here for me.
though he's always suaning me (esp when i asked him to peel prawns for me), he've been a really great fren, not only to me, but to everyone too.
so i guess he's tat type tat everyone will confide in whenever they haf probs.

i dunno why i'm saying all these, in e middle of e nite somemore!
but actually i really miss my sec sch frenz alot.
u know who u r, ppl. esp my chicken and poo peeps.
u ppl haf gone through thick and thin wif me.
those memories, so priceless, nobody can ever take tat away from me.
ah. u ppl dunno how much tis frenship means to me.
w/o u ppl, i am nth.
so hopefully, watever decision i make in e future, i hope u all can support and respect my decision, even though u may not like e idea.
u may not get wat i mean now, but soon, u will know.

man. its so late now. i really shld get some slp.
its realy really bad for my skin to be staying up so late.
goodnite.

2007-01-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

are all guys perverts or r they juz desperate?
i dun wanna come to tis conclusion tat e ppl in my sch r crazy, but den, i dunno if its me, but they kept whistling and ogling.
maybe some girls will actually enjoy e attention they get from whistlings (according to my bf, some girls juz do), i'm not one of them.
i feel tat my privacy has been invaded bcoz i did not ask for such unwanted attention.
pls note tat i was wearing a sweater zipped up high and a pair of jeans tis morning when i received e whistlings and oglings.
so its not tat i attract attention by wearing revealing clothes.
i did not even add any colours to my face at tat time.

and no, pls, i'm not trying to prove tat i'm pretty here by saying all e above.
i admit, i am not pretty to start wif.
i do not haf natural beauty, or watever u call tat, like jessica alba or kristy yeung, if u wanna compare e asians.
i am not tall and dun haf nice legs like super models or e ma xiaoling from my date wif a vampire. i dunno her real name.
i do not haf perfect figure like fiona xie or big boobs like pamela anderson.
i am not e typical shu nu or girl next door type of girl.
nor am i rich like paris hilton.

in fact, i'm a pretty average person to start wif.
i haf a v plain face, normal looking eyes and a nose i'm constantly unsatisfied wif.
i'm rough and i wrestle wif boys.
i'm actually of average height, or maybe more to e short side even.
my figure is juz like an average teen.
i am really a v average person, so i do not see why r there so many ppl fussing over me.
is it bcoz all e pretty and drop dead gorgeous girls r out of sight or r all happily attached?
well, i AM attached too. v blissfully too.
so pls, juz move aside and get a life and stop bothering me ok?

it is v reasonable during yr 2 when i got so much attention, bcoz at tat time i was at my prime and i dressed nicely to sch.
i dun see wats so attractive abt a sweater and a pair of jeans and bare even visible makeup.
now i dun even bother to plan wat to wear.
its juz simply a tank top wif a sweater zipped up to my chest.
and i barely even bother abt my hair. (well actually i've nv done much to my hair so its more or less e same as last time)
now i simply go to sch quietly and leave quietly.
i dun even give a damn if ppl were to notice my existence.
i juz know i did wat i'm supposed to do, and after doing it, i juz wanna get e hell outta there.
v anti-social, not e usual me, but i dun care.
i've lost every single motivation and now dressing up is only for my bf and my frenz.
sch is meaningless.

2007-01-15T10:24:00.000+08:00

today, i'm gonna make a decision tat will change my whole life.
after today, everything will change.

i dun care how ppl may think of me.
i dun give a damn.
all i know is, i made tis decision. i will be held responsible for everything.

tis, shall be a boldest thing i ever do.

goodbye ppl.

**edits**
anyw my bf juz cut his hair to botak, juz like when he was a chao recruit. LOL.
he's freaking cuuuteeeeee! *pinches his cheeks*
but. he wun be available for 2 freaking wks. damn. bloody damn!
there goes my confidant. my only bit of strength to go on.
**edits**

2007-01-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

the nice thing first.
went out to dinner wif bf's family at long beach ytd.
lobsters, crabs and everything nice. =D
feasted on more crabs when i got home til i was totally bloated. (:

nice things cast aside first.
there r some things which came to me as an unpleasant surprise.
but i'm trying not to take it v hard.
i cant deny tat i felt heavily weakened and totally defeated but at least i didnt fall into depression.
i dun understand why god has to make things so difficult for me.
life had seemed so carefree and easy til recently.
i'm trying hard to be strong and maybe juz pretending tat it doesnt matter anymore.
i didnt let it show tat it affected me and i guess no one has noticed tat tis unpleasant surprise has caught me.
no one mentioned or asked anything. no one knows. or maybe, no one even bother.
who would, anyw? its none of their business anyw.
they're all so successful they're so busy climbing up, who would bother?
but it doesnt matter anyw. bcoz soon, i'll be out of sight.

and. even though now i'm like trapped in a hopeless situation, i still feel tat i'm living a better life than most ppl out there.
so i dun need anybody's pity.

2007-01-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

sorry everyone.
been mia from everywhere for one whole wk already.
finally my 'japan's hot spring temp' fever has gone dowm to 37.5 deg le.
went to e doc twice tis wk and nearly went in e e hospital.
for a period of time, i nearly suspect i kena sars and was gonna die. =P
but since i'm recovering now, its proven tat its not sars. haha!

some current updates.
-project looks kinda screwed. lalala.
why do stupid things always happen at e wrong time?
-bf was v sweet during e past few days. =D

will update more some other day.

2007-01-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

i bought a hair curler!
its damn cool i tell u. i've been eyeing it for quite some time already.
but i need to get e mousse now.
i feel so spoilt now. xD

i've been reading e novels i've written in e past due to sheer boredom, and plus a little interest. *grins.
and i feel darn proud of myself and i love e way i used to write.
i tried writing again tis afternoon and realised i've lost my magic of writing.
i cant seem to write like how i did in e past.
no matter how hard i tried, i juz.
wats wrong wif me? i'm losing myself.
first, i lost music. den i lost writing.
i always know tat music and english plays e biggest part of my life.
and now, i seemed to haf lost both already.
wat should i do?

2007-01-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

sch's reopening next wk and i am so not happy abt it.
been dreading sch since yr 2.
yr 1 was ok, rather smooth sailing coz i juz entered and was trying hard to adapt to e computer world.
it was only at yr 2 tat i realised i'm totally not suited to e computer world at all. =X totally sucks.
yr 3 was e worst. things changed. ppl changed. but i'm glad my honey was there by my side to go through everything wif me.

den i had my japan trip. courtesy of darling's parents.
the one wk was e happiest wk of my life.
i wish time can juz stop there. sighs.

my nitemare begins next wk. arghz.
i wanna go back to japan!

going thailand in feb.
but after e terrorist bombing thing on new yr's eve, i'm actually quite scared to go already.
much as i love travelling, i dun wanna kena bombed in a foreign country.
i'm afraid. =X
cant e terrorists stop their stupid acts already?
they're annoying and they're hindering my holiday plans!
they suck. arghz.
WORLD PEACE. dun they ever get it?

well. u think my life suck? think again.
i used to think my life suck too, but now i've change my mind, and becoming a bit more like my sec sch personality, i'm turning back into an optimist. slowly and slowly.
well, now i know i haf an apparently better life than most ppl out there.
i'm blessed. and i'm more than happy to realise tat fact. =D

2007-01-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

new yr's day was slightly better than new yr's eve.
well, at least on e first day of e yr i saw a pretty rainbow.
its e whole semicircle de . it was really pretty.
everyone was busy taking out their cameras and taking photos of e pretty sight.

after tat i met up wif my girls at town for dinner.
we had fish and co at centerpoint.
there're pics but i'm juz lazy to put so many up. =))

watched our 'dinosaur movie' den took pics wif e lightings at somerset there.

our reflections. =D

guess which is mine? xD

took these in e train.

wif normal smiles, crazy faces and shocked faces. =D

i love my girls. =D

2007-01-01T12:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE!!!

well, i had e crappiest and lamest new yr's eve ytd at new asia bar, clarke quay, outside mos, on e train and at je.
its not e place, bcoz, well, i love new asia bar to bits. i love e ambience, e scenery, e drink, and well, still e scenery!
its juz tat, where haf all our frenz gone on such a celebrative occassion?!

i was actually wondering if i was missing out anything during xmas eve coz i was still in japan (disneyland!) and i was really looking fwd to new yr's eve so i can join in e fun and make up for wat i've lost during xmas eve.
but den i was disappointed. very.

anyw, juz some pics taken at new asia bar. and e toilet.

well. i'm suddenly glad i wasnt in singapore during xmas eve coz i cant be sure if i'll get another disappointment again.

happy new yr everyone. i hope u ppl has a great time out there last nite.

2006-12-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

i'm serious. i need to get new blushers.
but i'm still wondering wat brand i should buy.
i'm quite fickle in tis knd of stuffs u see, i always like to change brands. LOL.

went to town wif darling to catch night at e museum.
freaking funny and lame movie.
i love e dinosaur. rexy! haha.
anyw i bought a new pair of heels and its damn chio. =))
i wanna buy another pair of boots next. =))

i went out wif qx, yh, xq and mel at jp e day before ytd to sort of celebrate mel's belated bday.
after tat watch curse of e golden flowers wif bf.
chow yun fatt and gong r really good in e movie.
jay was trying, i can see, but he still didnt fail to make me (and some other ppl in e cinema) burst into tiny giggles when he tried to make some emotional faces.
oh he did try alright. and he does deserve some credit for it.

and here's a photo of us from ytd. xD

oh yes. did i mention tat i miss japan so so so so much!
e weather here in singapore is unbearable.
can i go back to japan pls?
and no, i didnt forget tat some 60 yrs ago japan invaded singapore. (yes, i'm a traitor of singapore, wat can u do abt it? =P)

2006-12-29T09:15:00.000+08:00

MY JAPAN TRIP'S VERY SUMMARISED ITINERY.

Day 1:
we assembled at changi airport to prepare for our nite flight to osaka kansai airport.
took pics wif e sleigh and reindeer and blah blah there before catching our 11plus flight.

Day 2:

we arrived at ard 7am in e morning and we proceeded to e osaka castle.

after tat was japan's chinatown where we had our lunch and in e late afternoon was kobe streets, where we had lots to shop and den our steamboat dinner.

Day 3:

we proceeded to universal studios early in e morning, rite after breakfast and we spent e whole day there, playing rides and taking photos.

Day 4:

we rode out to kyoto early in e morning for geisha kimono show.

after tat we visited e kiyomizu temple and another temple which i forgot e name.

there were really v pretty maple trees near e kiyomizu temple area.

Day 5:

we took e bullet train to somewhere, which i forgot e name, den went over to hell valley by bus.

after tat we proceeded to mt fuji. it was super cold. e temp there was -5 degrees and there were snow! real snow! it was v cool.

Day 6:

christmas day! we went to disneyland.

but unfortunately, i got sick on tat day, vomit and fever, so i rushed over to e doctor's and had my injection, before rushing down by train back to disneyland. (tat explains why i was looking so pale in my disneyland pics. plus e temp was 3 degrees tat day. v cold.)

we were juz in time for e parade. =))

p.s. v sorry to benny and his family for ruining ur disneyland day though. =X

Day 7:

it was free and easy shopping at tokyo day. =D

but it was raining though, and e wind was terrible, v v cold.

but i had fun shopping though it was raining. =))

after tat took our evening flight back to singapore.

p.s. i totally love e way those japanese dress! their fashion style is so much cooler than singapore!

singaporeans all dress so shabbily, even when at orchard i can see ppl wif tees and shorts! sighs.

p.p.s. japan is so high tech! every single thing there is automatic.

they even haf tis auto thing to wash ur butt after u shit.
and tis v cool seat warmer to warm e toiletbowl seats. so so cool.

p.p.p.s. the rest of my japan trip photos r at my flirkr japan set.

2006-12-28T11:09:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM JAPAN !!!!!!!!! XD

photos here ---> http://www.flickr.com/photos/17pinkmushrooms/sets/72157594443727288/

i'll probably update more later if i haf e time.

2006-12-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

probably my last post before flying off to japan, if i decided not to post another entry tml.

some updates:
celebrated my bf's grandpa's bday wif them on sunday.
had family dinner wif 2nd aunt and family at riverview hotel.
and did project in sch today.

realy wanted to meet up wif my gang before i leave but there' s really no time and e rain made things worse.
v guilty coz i'm unable to celebrate xq's bday wif her but den i cant do anything coz monday has always been my family day. =X

family day was great tis monday coz we got to dine at riverview hotel wif 2nd aunt and her family.
has been a pretty long time since i met up wif cousin michelle anyw.
and i think jerome got darker. =D

luggage almost done packing.
only left wif trivial stuffs now. but its already v full. =D
and i'm getting lazy to type already. Zzzz.

anyw. merry xmas in advance peeps!
i'll be celebrating xmas in disneyland. =P

2006-12-17T12:16:00.000+08:00

ytd was baking day! LOL
qx and i met up early in e morning to go buy ingredients to prepare for our cornflakes macaroons.
den we tried to use her mini oven to bake e cookies.
photos r not in order. wahahaha.

tis is prove tat its handmade. =D

i'm gonna drill tis in ur face if u dare offend me. roars.

the cookies. and i'm sniffing it in e below pic.

it actually smells pretty good ya know. and it taste good too!

its juz tat it doesnt look v nice only. keke.

qx tried to make it creamy and glossy again.

and i'm juz plain bored when qx went out to bring umbrella to her sis. =P

and e pic of us, e bakers of e day! =D

and lastly, i doid some homework before going japan yeah.

i did browse throgh all these jap thing qx brought back.

but most of them r in jap and i couldnt understand a word. =D

pics were pretty nice though. =DDD

after tat was e meeting up wif liting and richard and my bf.
den we had dinner at sakae sushi.
and we were in there for like abt 2 hrs.
was supposed to attend a musical at expo but we changed our minds.
and since e tickets were free, we had nth to lose. =D
so we went to watch eragon instead.
richard suggested beancurd at e nearby coffeeshop after e movie den its home sweet home after tat. =D

2006-12-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

time really crawls when i'm in sch and flies when i'm outta sch.
wth.

anyw my fren came over to surprise me at sch ytd and we lunched and we kboxed together.
i can tell u who but den i'll haf to kill u. =P

juz some current updates.

1. i finally bought my jeans. and 3/4s.
2. self-declared bankrupt.
3. finished packing 3/4 of my luggage and its already full. =X
4. ponned so much i received 3 love letters.
5. v stressed up over fyp.
6. thot of a design for proj but dunno if it works.
7. being anti social in sch for e past few wks.
8. i'm lovesick.
9. gave up on myself already.
10. haf been reading fashion mag almost everyday.

there're actually alot of things i wanna say but i dunno how to say.
but i'm seriously v stressed up now. i juz hope time can pass faster.
i think i juz lost myself.
everything probably doesnt make any sense to u but i know wat i'm talking abt. its juz tat u dun.

so so lonely. where're all my frenz?

2006-12-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

changed my skin again bcoz i was getting bored wif it already.
i cant stick wif anything for long, i get bored easily.
but tis doesnt include my life partner of coz.

didnt really liked e colour black coz it look so depressing.
i wanted smth more striking but i cant seem to find any.
i guess most ppl like black ba.
my fave is still e colourful bright green skin, if u ppl remember by any chance.
i think it was my previous previous skin.
seemed to haf lost tat coding though. =X
i think i haf a screenshot of it saved somewhere in my pc but i'm too lazy to post it up now, so u ppl can like go and refresh ur memory or smth. =D

anyw, there were only 3 ppl in class today for tutorial and 4 for lab.
and i was one of them!
GRINS.

2006-12-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

battlenet games r fun, i juz realised.
i esp like e murder at punggoltown and e jurassic park survival.
has been watching my bro play for quite some time and its getting more interesting everyday.

went to bt batok to supposedly apply for autoroam for my japan trip next wed, coz daddy wans me to contact them everynite.
but e person told me tat for japan and korea, autoroam is only available in 3g phones.
and e crap is i'm not using a 3g phone!
so its a wasted trip.
its a good thing i told e person i'm going japan before i applied, if not it'lll only be a waste of money coz i cant use it in japan anyw.

juz borrowed my bro's crazy taxi bcoz i had a sudden urge to play it after like dunno how long. =))
so yeap, see ya guys ard. tata!

2006-12-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

alright, there's gonna be a bit of bitching here coz i juz finished watching e stars awards and yes, tat stupid blind guy got e newcomers award and he got into e top 10.
wtf is wrong wif ppl out there?
maybe they're like juz as blind as him to think he acts well enough to get into top 10 while ppl like huang wenyong or some other actors who didnt get into top 10 even though they act their asses off.
tat blind guy juz dun deserve e award.
and e main reason is bcoz his acting sucks big time.
i think tats enough bitching here coz probably some fans of his may juz unintentionally chance upon here and go sue me for slandering him.
so lets skip tis topic and i shall talk abt ytd.

benny came over to my place for e nite on fri and got his v expensive timberland shoes stolen.
my dad said it was still there when he went to work tat morning, but later in e morning when my mum went out to buy lunch, e shoes were gone.
he was pissed but i guess i look pisser than him bcoz i liked tat shoe la.
tat bloody asshole better roll down the stairs or smth and i curse him or her for stealing his shoes!

oh btw, his psp is fun! i like the car thief game. =))

back to topic.
after tat we had lunch and i went over to his place to take a look at his turtlenecks.
den we went to orchard to catch a movie. dejavu.
not bad, but the guy is seriously zhong se qing you bcoz he chose to go back to save e girl instead of his partner. =X
after e movie we went vivo.
and we had dessert as earle's swensons. =D
we had chocolate fondue and chocolate milkshake.
it was all too sinful.
and we oso bought liquor chocolates. =DD
after tat was home.
a pretty nice day but a pity i forgot to bring my camera or there'd haf been pics. hees.

2006-12-08T11:17:00.000+08:00

i've had my share of joy and fun and now its time to dedicate all my time to project already.
we're seriously lagging far behind and now e deadline is coming.
oh the stress!

met up wif freddie ytd to meet our supervisor to talk abt our project.
he gave us a new assignment which totally looks like crap and wans us to beautify it.
now, its kinda hard to beautify craps isnt it?
but still, a challenge.
i've yet to come up wif a design but i guess i'll work on it soon.
i've tried borrowing my bro's remote control car but he shrieks and said no bcoz it costs him $100+++.

went my cousin's hse soon after sch wif my family.
we talked abt my japan trip and my dad keep asking me to go to tis shin smth smth place (its some japan red light district la) to watch live porn.
he said i should gain some experience wif the different cultures of different countries.
but we need to pay to get in la, which, i think is totally worth it, coz..... i wanna watch live porn too. *evil grins.*
but well, my dad insists......... =D

so yeap. 12 more days to japan! xDDDD

2006-12-06T12:15:00.000+08:00

celebrated my darling's bday wif him ytd. xD
bought him a v pretty winter coat and treated him dinner at Goodwood Park Hotel.
i brought him to walk on e red carpet on his bday.
nice of me rite?
i felt as if we're getting married. LOL.
pics r below. =D

the bday boy, and he's v v happy to be here.
wahahaha!

me and my plate of eaten halfway sashimi.

i LOVE sashimi. =D

our crayfish feast. =D

he's so busy feasting he doesnt even bother to look at me when i'm taking his pic. geez.

u can tell i love crayfish too. =P

e xmas tree. we went to take pics wif e pretty xmas tree after dinner.

i simply love e lights above.

and after e pics wif e xmas tree, we've decided to take pics of ourselves.

yes, i forced him to take pics again.

WAHAHAHAHA!

u can see e glittery tree behind. =D

its beautiful isnt it? =DDD

and it was home sweet home after tat. =DD

p.s. i wanted to take pics of e lovely desserts, but i realised i've already finished them up before i realised i wanna take pics of them. *grins.

2006-12-04T11:07:00.000+08:00

SHIT LA.
i think i'm getting uglier and uglier.
and i'm not even pretty to start wif!
my prime is at upper sec til e mid of is yr i suppose?

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!
maybe i should go cut my hair to salvage tis not-pretty-to-start-wif becoming uglier-and-uglier situation.
yes. i shall go cut my hair.
hmmm. how shall i cut it?

and i'm losing weight again! *gasps.*
or maybe it has smth to do wif e constantly losing and gaining weight thingy?
ppl who r on a diet but failed miserably pls envy me. -_-"

i think stress has a part to play tis time.
currently v stressed and worried abt my fyp and my modules.
in e library doing my assignment now but i'm stuck halfway, so here i am. -_-"

i shall gorge myself wif food tml.
bcoz i'm so hungry now. i can feel e hydrochloric acid dissolving in my stomach.
i remember i used to use tis phrase v often during sec sch.
ah. how i miss sec sch.
everything seemed so different now.

2006-12-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

tis is v cool. haha!
go play too, ppl. xD

actually i only know ayumi, maggi cheung and gillian chung.
i dunno who e rest r. -_-"

my bf will be disappointed to see tat i look 83% like gillian instead of chalene choi bcoz he prefers charlene. haha!

2006-12-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

celebrated lk's bday at tcc at centerpoint and some hk cafe at marina square.
yes, we've decided to upgrade from hawker to these. haha.
met up wif munyeng first to shop at town, den buy cake.
den we rotted at tcc while waiting for vl and lk.
below r our zi lian pics.
didnt really take much at tcc coz we were too preoccupied wif our yummy food and drinks.
no pics of those sorry!

after tat we shopped at heeren, den decided to take bus to marina square to meet up wif qx.

and we took pics of e various screenshot at e bus stop.

yes, we haf got nth better to do.

v mysterious. guess who?

after dinner cum supper, we walked to raffles city and took pics wif tis v huge tree.

not much pics oso.

coz we got tired to taking pics wif e same tree. Zzzz.

i took those 2 below.

nice rite? can see e golden thingy and e raffles city ok.

dun play play.

after tat was home, obviously.

2006-12-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

yay. its e beginning of a new mth, and i'm feeling like crap.
i had tis horrible dream last nite.
its more horrible than saw III i say, though i've nv watched any of e saw movies.
but there's no link. its juz plain horrible i dun wanna talk abt it.
but den it got me thinking abt lots of things when i woke up.

attended e supposed assembly i mentioned in my previous post ytd.
it was horrible too.
they had tis superstar guy whom i cant remember his name sing on stage and he was so off beat and had no mike control.
i felt my eardrums could burst any moment.
shi fu can sing better. =P LOL. ok. i was juz kidding.
they had talks from guests of honour and blah blah blah.
i swear i nearly fell asleep on my chair. and yes, e seat was comfortable.
saw raf performed on his drums, met up wif munyeng and raf, after which took my free pizza and went off.

dental appointment at 130 later in e afternoon.
i hope it doesnt rain.
i'm actually looking fwd to my dental appointment.
i love my dentist. she's so nice and friendly and she likes to talk, unlike my pri sch dentist.
so fierce and unfriendly and always threatening to pluck off all ur teeth.
tats probably why majority of little kids r afraid of dentists, bcoz pri sch dentists r horrible ppl.

things i need but yet to do:
-buy another pair of jeans.
-get a pair of new 3/4s.
-buy new camera battery.
-develop all e photos in my camera.
-finish my embedded assignment.
-fyp.

things i want but yet to do:
-eat choc fondue.
-eat at jack's place.
-continue playing my sims2.
-finish watching my vampire 1.
-club. bcoz i'm moody. i need to dance.

2006-11-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

i'm in os lab and i haf no idea wat i'm doing here.
somebody's playing e bf tat looks like gf song and its driving me nuts.
not tat i hate tta song or anything, but i dunno why its driving me nuts.
there's an assembly at somewhere in e sch later at 5 and they'll be giving out free pizza.
i'll be going. unless there's a better place for me to go.

i really wanna go home. i'm contradicting i know.
home is such a nice place to think of when u're in sch.
its like e best place in e world to be thinking of when u're stuck in a boring lab here wif nth to do except blogging. (tat is, if u haf a blog)

my bf's off from duty but he's too tired to talk to me so i guess i'll juz leave him to slp in e train.
misses. but who knows?

lk's celebrating her bf in a hawker centre in east coast bcoz qx has no money to dine at jack's place.
yarh, its like at east coast, but still, its a hawker centre!
and its like i can go to a hawker centre anytime.
in fact, i eat at hawker centres everyday if my mum's not cooking.
so wats wif hawker centres?
hawker centre opp my hse is a hawker centre. hawker centre at east coast is oso a hawker centre.
well, at least eat at foodcourt.
there's air con. pushes ur bday status up a bit and at least ppl will not wonder if its a bday celebration or juz a normal meet-up session.

i feel so numb. its like i'm so non-existant everywhere.
even my oh-so-awaited japan trip doesnt seem to haf any cheering-up effect for me anymore.

why doesnt anyone seem to care abt me anymore?

2006-11-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

e stone grill at changi village is yummy!
u get to grill it urself on e v hot stone. LOL
its fun! x))

and dun i juz look so darn tired?

i seemed like i dun even haf e energy to smile. -.-"

2006-11-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

happy happy bday to teck seng!! xD
i still haf e photos taken at his bday last yr i think.
we used to celebrate everyone's bday, but now dun haf le.
classes different, timetable different, everything different.
we barely see each other anymore le. how to celebrate? zzz.

anyw, rejoice!
freddie's finally back in sch and we can finally start on our fyp le. xD
3 cheers for tat.

shopping shopping shopping!
anyone? i'm bored.
maz keep me occupied wif things i like to do den i wun turn depress one.

lets haf a c&p outing one of these days la.
i miss those days when we were always together. =(
i know u ppl will probably say u're busy wif projects, sch work, or no money.
but den if keep lidat den one day we'll all go our separate ways and den lose contact forever le.
i dun wan tat. sighs. =((
u ppl understand anot?

2006-11-25T11:23:00.000+08:00

happy happy 16th mth to me and dearie! xD
i msged him at 12 midnite ytd and he told me i was 3mins early. -_-"
bah. watever.

finally a whole day for me to rest.
been rather busy e past few wks bcoz of e stupid mst and labtests.
its finally over, but there's no holiday, unlike sec and pri sch. BOOHOO!
still gotta continue wif lessons til mid dec, which i think there's ard a mth hol.
tats e best part of e yr bcoz i'm so looking fwd to going japan.
whee! xD

nowadays i'm not much into jx2 already, instead, i'm v into sims2.
now juz gaining intimate points. still a v v v long way though.
anyw, sims is fun!
bcoz there's now a triangle relationship between my sims.
its v complicated so i'll not bore u ppl wif e details here.

p.s. i'm gloating over somebody's misfortune here and i'm not feeling e least guilty. yay!

2006-11-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

BOYCOTT CHEN WEI LIAN!!!

he sucks to e core.
and i dun understand why is he in e top 10.
why is he even in e top 20 to start wif?
wat stupid shit is tis man?

firstly, he didnt act in any shows except for one stupid drama which consists of all e superstar ppl.
secondly, he totally suck at acting and reviews gave him a D for acting.
thirdly, he juz sucks. and cannot be compared to other actors who acted in showbiz for yrs.

who is he man?
pls dun call and vote for him already.
bcoz his blind association will do e job.
they'll spam calls til he safely remains in e top 10 one.
so u can save ur money.
and dun u wonder where they get all those money to spam those calls. huh?
u'll probably figure it out if u're smart enough. Zzzzzzz.

2006-11-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

was struck wif semi-depression ytd, for which i cried in front of my parents for whole 2 hrs.
so wat, is depression e in thing now? Zzzz.
i told them i was in tremendous stress bcoz i cant seem to cope wif my sch stuffs, and tat watever e lect is talking abt, i haf no clue at all.
i told them no matter how hard to tried to understand my textbks, they still look v foreign to me.
computers hate me. and i hate computers.

totally screwed my labtest, and was in a v low morale. (i couldnt contact shi fu e whole of ytd! damn it! where is her when i need him? grrrr.)
but e good thing is my parents probably took pity on me and trested me to a fabulous lunch at vivo tis afternoon.
they bought me liquor chocolates and a new chio scarf for my japan trip tis dec.
made me happy for a while.
slept in e car after tat coz i was v tired. Zzzz.
and still v tired now and getting kinda depressed again bcoz there's sch again tml.
tell u smth, i think i'm schoolaphobic (i made tis stupid word up la) now.
e thot of networking stuffs makes me wanna kill myself and end everything.

anyw, my dad took pity on me again, and told me to finish my last 3mths of sch den if i wan i can go get married and live e life of a tai-tai.
i wan tat too.
but where's e money? xP

2006-11-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

pics taken at vivo wif shi jie ytd. xD
terribly lazy to type all e wordy stuffs, so, juz post pics.
anyw i'm in a rush. =P

look! we even dress alike! LOL.

we can read each other's mind. -_-"

2006-11-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

huiling jiejie's wedding dinner on 16th nov.
grand plaza hotel. xD

let all my pics do all e talking.
hell lots of pics. xD

outside e grand ballroom before dinner commerces.

the yip family's grandchildren. we grew up together ok. dun play play.

we did alot of stupid stunts when we were young.

ah mun and i at our table 12.

we're pretty in black. cool rite?

me and cousin yh. the bride's sis. and we're from hyss! xD

me and cousin ah mun. xD

my cousin and cousin-in-law. congrats!

my bro and i after e dinner.

zi lian ing at home. =P

the ninja style my bf loves. LOL

and lastly, my beloved fury boots! xD

2006-11-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

my cousin's getting married today!
my whole family is at her hse now except for me! arghz!
bcoz of e stupid tcp paper. *growls.

anyw. i think i'm v difficult to get along wif.
well unless i'm sincere abt making frenz wif u. (i'm friendly to ppl who makes gd first impressions only)
bcoz, there's a hell lots of things i cant stand. let me show u.

i cant stand:
`MY COURSE and tat includes all e modules in it.
`geeks.
`ppl who anyhow whistle at girls.
`toilets wif funny/smelly smell.
`liars.
`ppl who break promises.
`egotistic guys.
`guys who flirts.
`guys who act cool when they're not.
`ppl who purposely reveal clevages and post those pics in friendster.
`ppl wif terrible photography skills who offers to take my pics.
`skinny ppl telling me they're on a diet.
`SMOKERS.
`ppl who drink too much. (liquor)
`ppl who always gamble.
`ppl who haf bad dressing sense.
`idiots who make a fool out of themselves in singing competitions.
`SHU NUS.
`guys who dun make e first move.
`selfish ppl.
`AH GUAS.
`girls who marry rich dying old men for their money only.
`prostitutes.
`guys who visits prostitutes.
`betrayers.
`ppl who always score high marks and tell me they nv study.
`ppl who complain and complain juz bcoz they didnt get an A.
`ppl who r actually rich but keep telling me they haf no money.
`ppl who despise.
`ppl who only think of themselves.
`bitches who steal ppl's bfs.
`backstabbers.
`ppl taller than me telling me they're short.
`guys who purposely go clubs juz to touch butts.
`irresponsible ppl.
`ppl who cheats on their significant other.
`bossy ppl.
`ppl who farted but dun admit.
`senoirs who bully juniors juz bcoz they think they're seniors.
`BLOCKHEADS.
`unromantic ppl.
`ppl who forgets my bday.
`ppl eating or drinking in my room.
`ppl who use e toilet and dun flush.
`ppl taking advantages of me or my bf.
`insensitive ppl.
`ppl who had bad english and yet still think they're v clever and go post up their work for all to see.
`PPL WHO REFUSE TO SAY SORRY.
`ppl who cut queue.
`CHEN WEI LIAN.

the whole list of things. LOL
i think there should be more but i'm lazy to think. =P

2006-11-14T18:35:00.000+08:00

having extremely good appetite nowadays.
let me tell u wat i had for dinner plus supper ytd.
i had a bowl of curry mee, a bowl of fish slice beehoon, 2 popiahs, 6 sticks of satays, a slice of mango cake and a cup of iced milo.
and i had a bowl of fish porridge and a bowl of duck porridge for lunch tis afternoon.
i'm gonna haf a tummy. omg.

rejected yet another modelling job bcoz my exam starts tml.
tis is so sickening.
tis job sounds interesting and i think pays well too but i really cant afford e time coz of my exams.
they always come at e wrong time.
its either i'm rushing projects or exam period.
why cant they haf job offers during hols when i'm v free?

well. having embedded and os paper tml.
really no mood to study coz i seriously haf zero interest in tis course.

my cousin's getting married tis thurs and i haf tcp paper.
f*** tat paper.
bcoz of tat paper i cannot go to her hse in e morning to see e bridegroom come fetch her.
and bcoz of tat paper i cannot follow e bride ard after e bridegroom fetches her.
and bcoz of tat paper i'll be rushing like mad coz my paper ends at 5 tat day.
pls note tat i haf to get home, bathe, change, makeup, do hair, and go to e hotel.
not much time ok.
very very rush.

2006-11-13T11:34:00.000+08:00

fun at suki sushi. LOL
we ate darn alot til we were bloated.
but den again, it's a buffet! its eat-all-u-can sushi buffet, so why not?
had a bit of photo-taking session while waiting for e rest of our orders. =D

actually we haf a v chio neoprint taken together la.

wanted to scan it out but realised there's smth wrong wif my scanner and no one's home to help me see wat's e prob.

shruggs. so next time ppl. xD

oh. and did i mention we met shi fu at m]phosis? *grins.

2006-11-09T15:03:00.000+08:00

happy bday to my dearest mummy!
gonna celebrate at merchant court tis evening wif family and grandparents and cousin pris.
crayfish here i come! =P

oh and there's smth wrong wif friendster again.
all my testimonials r gone. AGAIN.
yarh. its not e first time. sickening.
i haf like 10000 testimonials. (actually there's only 190 but since they're gone i can say watever i like here and no one will know even if i'm lying.)
and abt 500 of them says abt my resemblance to e prettiest girl in e world. (its not true either, but since my testis r all gone......)
LOL
well ppl, now u know all my lovely testis r gone, pls write me some more alrite?

man. i seriously cant wait for 20th dec.
i'm so excited.
but before tat, i haf to go through mst, lab tests, and more studying.
*gasps. help!

2006-11-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

found tis pic at college humour.
*gasps. i didnt know boobs could grow so big.
surgery i'm certain. v horribly done though.
its even bigger than their heads. they look like some freaks.

dun erect guys.
i dun wan ppl telling me guys get high after reading my blog.
ok i'm j/k. -_-"

anyw woke up super early tis morning to join my family for dim sum at red star restaurant.

i love dim sum! esp e har gao.

i esp love it when i'm having it wif my family.

we seldom get to eat breakfast together, in case u dunno.

acc them walked ard og den headed home after tat bcoz jason was complaining tat it was boring.

reached home ard 2.

den did quests and headed over to benny's for dinner. =D

only came back after watching e last episope of liao zai. lol.

rite now, i'm gonna go shower and tuck in already.

i'm dreadfully tired. serious. =X

P.S. i cant wait for dec 20th. =DDDDD

2006-11-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

rejoice!
my skin is finally clearing.
now i can happily go out w/o makeup if i wan le.
juz hope those dreadful pimples wun come out again.

v v tired these few days, and i dunno why.
i feel tat my eyes r closing as i'm typing now, and its only 5 o clock!
pls take note tat i woke up at 1235 today.
busy being e no-life-freak gaining intimate pts wif benny in jx2.
freaking hard to gain i tell u.
getting kinda bored already.
and i didnt get e chihuo quest which everyone has. *grumbles.

kboxed wif bf on fri after browing through winter clothes at je.
totally in love wif liang jing ru's nuan nuan.
but i still not familiar wif tat song though.

a bit of a financial probs.
trying hard to save now.
but still craving for shopping. window shopping perhaps. sighs.

i hope my worst fear wun come true. =X
*prays and prays and prays. =X

2006-11-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

i love riding horse! xD

make a clever guess.

i'm playing game. zzz. surprise surprise!

2006-10-31T12:19:00.000+08:00

i guess i missed e halloween event at zouk.
sighs.
i wanted to go so so much! =((
its gonna be crazy fun hanging out wif those frenz of mine on halloween.
BOO.
told ya i've no life now. its true u know?

and i gotta give my lunch date wif mum at vivo city a miss tis afternoon too.
oh man. i'm such a no life chick.

and correction to my previous post.
my life only revolves ard sch and home.
coz i havent met my bf for eons already.
misses misses huh.

mst coming real real soon.
in abt 2 wks.
and lab tests in abt 3 wks time.
god, pls give me a miracle alright?

2006-10-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

i haf no life!
my life only revolve between sch, family and bf now.
man. i miss all my wacky frenz la.
where haf u all gone?
lets haf a get-together soon shall we?

and to add on to my misery, i'm breaking out real badly can.
wth is wrong wif me?
its like i'm having puberty all over again.
i dun dare go anywhere w/o makeup now man. zzz.
tis sucks.

and more add ons to my misery, ppl always like to pk me in game.
like, wtf?
sheesh. life really does sucks smtimes, duncha think so?

2006-10-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

BOO!
i wanna go japan!
pouts. =((

2006-10-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

boo!
i dun understand. u dun understand. nobody understands ok.

i hate e fact tat i always get so emotional over dreams.
i hate e fact tat sometimes even i dun understand myself.
i hate it when i'm lonely.

anybody wanna go shopping tis wkend?
I'M VERY VERY FREE.

forget tat i ever asked ok.
coz no one will bother asking me out anyw.

goodbye.

2006-10-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

happy happy 15th to me and dearie! =DDD
doesnt time really flies? (in ref to my previous post)
*grins.

anyw. today was zzz.
went for tcp/ip tutorial. and den e lect asked us to do a sum ourselves and hand up to him.
i was like -_-" coz i dunno anything. and plus i dunno e ppl in tat class either.
so i juz sit there and stoned and wait for e guy beside me to finish den i went to copy. =P
went bbdc after class.
den after tat straight home to slp coz i was so super sleepy.
and i didnt even take my medicine before i got out of e hse! zzz.

currently in a dilemma whether to skip afternoon lessons tml coz if i attend all my lessons i'll end at 6.
and i'm supposed to celebrate our anniversary. bleah.
shit la. wat should i do? haha.

2006-10-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

mr bean was so rite in saying 'doesnt time flies when u're enjoying urself?'
sighs. wkends juz seem to pass so fast.
time spent wif darling juz isnt enough.
its always nv enough.
and tml is monday already. boohoo. i hate mondays!

anyw. took these photos before going for my cousin's 21st bady party.
let me show u how much i love taking pics of myself.
=DDD

2006-10-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

i woke up tis morning and found a huge cockroach in e kitchen.
and my mum was frantically trying to get rid of it and finally managed to trap it in e pail which she covered wif a bag of my dad's dirty clothes. -_-"
wat a way to start off my morning.
u ppl know i haf cockroach phobia la hor.

went for tcp/ip lab and it was boring.
dun think i leanrt anything coz i juz followed blindly and my com hung a ferw times while i was trying to follow e lect's steps.
so i got lost somewhere in e middle but i managed to scamble my way back la.
after tat was embedded lect.
tat was even worse. coz my medicine effect was already taking effect and e lect had to make it worse by talking in a tone tat puts us to slp.
went home for quick lunch before heading to bbdc for ftp.
it was hard. sighs. =(

tml will be a better day coz its a saturday.
and i love saturdays. =))
no sch. no need to wake up early. and i get to see my bf. yay.

2006-10-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back in sch after being sick for so long.
still sick though.
and i really feel like cursing ppl. #%$#@#!#

sch was still as terrible as from when it started tis sem.
chaoed half of tcp/ip lect to rot at fc3 (and plus inhaling haze).
den rotted at os lab when e lect was rambling and dragging time, refusing to let us go off early.
at least i've got companions today. so no complains and i'm rather contented already.
i bet tml will suck.
but since i've 0.4% more motivation, i shall try to endure.
wish me luck peeps.

celebrted munyeng's bday in advance ytd at marina square's swensens.
e original plan was at jack's place, but some complained tat it'll be too costly, thus e change of plan.
was kinda disappointed though, coz i was looking fwd to dining at jack's place tat day.
benny and i left early (ard 930?) coz i was sick and he had to get up at 430 e next day.
so yeah, sorry munyeng. =))
pics r wif lk i guess. will upload here if i get e chance.

2006-10-17T12:03:00.000+08:00

so irritating!
i'm sick! all bcoz of e stupid haze!
down wif flu, cough and fever and i haf difficulty breathing.
sucks to e core.

den i wanted to cancel my BTT ytd coz i felt i was too sick to go be exposed to e haze, but den, cannot be cancelled.
so i went lor. but i passed!
yay!

went to see doc after e test. den i forgot to take mc.
wth.

2006-10-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

i'm so no life la.
i stayed at home e whole of today learning/playing tis new online game, jx2.
actually wanted to use e pettie girl coz she's cute but ended up using e charming (man lookalike) one bcoz i wanna join wudang pai and her clothes r nicer.
tsktsk.

2006-10-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

currently doing serious reconsiderations for some stuffs.
many things r unpredictable in life, so dun be surprised if things dun turn out e way u expect them to.
they may, of coz, twist and turn ard before turning back to e way u expect them to.
its juz e twists and turns u didnt expect.

my mind is in a whirl rite now.
wat is wrong and wat is rite, i do not know anymore.
a mountain is always made out of a molehill.
its annoying and frustrating and sometimes i feel like giving up on e mountain already.
but maybe tis is only one of e twist or turn i didnt expect.
its a saturday! and i'm alone again.
my nose is blocked, my eyes hurt, my throat hurts and i think a fever is coming my way.
chip is happily sitting on my bed smiling at me, like asking, why r all bad things happening to me all at a time.

no one in tis world understands me anymore.
and i mean no one.
u may think u ujderstand me, but actually, u dun.
maybe i haf split personality, and my evil twin karen is out to play now.
so goodbye ppl. maybe after my pms period karin will come out again.

2006-10-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

dun fren me ok. dun haf anything to do wif me.
i'm juz an unreasonable spoilt brat.
i'm not worth ur time.

i'm v pissed now.
dun talk to me. or i'll curse tat u die.

2006-10-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

will be going camping later. LOL
be back on sat nite i guess.

some pics of my beloved dale! xD
isnt he cuteeee?

guess i've been a bad bad girl tis whole wk.

sob sob. i'm guilty.

i shall try to be a good girl from next wk onwards, if i can.

take note tat e keyword is try.

2006-10-11T12:19:00.001+08:00

see e above pic?
its my pop-eyed shark. Zzzz.
its eye got too pop-eyed, so i juz threw it away, coz its getting a little too frightening to be placed on my desk already. LOL
its eyes were dangling ard. =X

anyw i watched you me and dupree ytd.
i was expecting much more from tat movie, but overall it was ok.
i prefer rob-b-hood though. =))

tcp/ip tutorial was cancelled today, much to my annoyance.
i got up early in e morning juz for tis class, and btw, its my only class today.
and when i got to class, i juz found a note there staing tat its cancelled.
*screams.

2006-10-09T14:58:00.000+08:00

I am Chocolate Flavoured.

I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

well. i swer i DID NOT cheat. LOL
i like chocolate. yummy!

2006-10-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

i juz received tis poem from an email from alvin.

before name moon bright,
lower head see water,
see refelction of you,
then i like see ghost.

darn funny la can.
its so like him to direct translate e chinese poem.
plus, adding e lame humour of e ghost thing to make fun of us.
LOL.
kinda miss him sia. and qx too.
everyone is going away. =(

didnt go chinese garden ytd.
coz i ate too slow. haha! den no time to go.
watched rob-b-hood instead.
the baby is sooooo cute! =D
and yeah, nice movie. go watch it ppl.

going mirama wif relatives for some family gathering thingy later.
at least there's somewhere i can go on tis lonely wkend.

2006-10-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

below r pics taken at COCOLATTE ytd nite.
enjoy! =D
c&p peeps may kope and put on friendster.
e rest of e pics i didnt post them.
ask me on msn. =D

wasnt really tat fabulous at cocolatte ytd though.

dancefloor not open, place too small, music ok-ok only.

but. e nice thing was tat we get to sit and gather ard and talk.

and took pics, like as usual. =P

and most importantly, we went to support xq. =D

may be going chinese garden tonite. =D

we shall see how after my final theory lesson.

and good luck to jason for his paper today.

JIAYOU! XD

2006-10-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

its currently 1150 in e morning and i'm trapped here in e project lab.
1 more hr til my next lect.
and. i feel like shitting la. haha.
but i dun like to use outside toilet leh. crap!

i juz went to change my timetable again.
bcoz i wanted to be in e same os class as my frenz.
but. now my thurs lessons ends at 6!
wth.
and i heard tat e os prac lect uses e tutorial lessons for prac oso.
which means. 3 hrs of lab?????
i think i'm gonna juz die la.

i actually wanted to pop home to haf a short nap after my lesson before meeting up to go cocolatte de.
but i guess now since my lesson ends at 6, i'll haf no time for naps le.
BOOHOO!

juz saw vl's tag on my tagboard den suddenly recalled tat i haf darn alot of nicknames.
e most common one which is known to almost everyone who knows me. maoshi.
den still got wat fear factor. b1 --> bananas in pajamas. black --> bbs. and i forgot liao.
used to haf so many la.
those sec 4 days. haha. so miss them. =D

2006-10-04T15:43:00.000+08:00

i really didnt go for my 8 o clock lesson tis morning.
bcoz. i overslept.
like, wats new? LOL

i passed my evaluation! yay!
now can go book for test date le. haha.

going for xq's nus bash or watever at cocolatte tml nite.
i'm so excited.
i dunno how to go there though. -_-"

lessons end at 3 tml.
and all r os lessons.
i hope i can like cope wif os prac, coz i'll be so alone tml.
BOOHOO.

cant wait for e cocolatte bash tml nite though. =D

i seriously think i'm getting lazier and lazier.
coz i feel tat my entries r getting shorter. *GRINS.

2006-10-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

shi fu said he'll get emotionally traumatised when he sees girls who cut.
LOL. he's so funny.
but still. i miss having lects wif e rest of my classmates.
sighs.

anyw. kboxed wif benny and wk and joshua and richard ytd.
it was a last min decision.
didnt really sing much though. sounds strange, but yeah, really didnt sing much.
i was so hungry.
like ppl always say, a hungry man is an angry man.

going for evaluation tml.
hopefully i can pass, den i can go reg for a test date already.
but den. i'm so lazy to go read up e bk la.
i wonder why i booked e evaluation in e first place. LOL

8 o clock lesson tml. dun realy feel like going.
but. oh well. gonna haf an early rest i guess.
nite ppl!

2006-09-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Bon Voyage to QX! xD
tis was taken at changi airport!

i think her flight's at 1am plus?
so many funny stuffs happened at e airport juz now, we all had a fair share of laughs.
anyw i'm dead tired now.
shall entertain u ppl some other day.

and here's a pic of myself! *grins.

enjoy! goodnite! xD

2006-09-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

"No one should enter into marriage lightly with a view to divorce if it doesn't work out. It is a life-long commitment, for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in good health or bad."

found tis quote rather meaningful. xD
tats explains why i'm not entering a marriage til i feel totally ready for it, which, sad to say, i'm still not. =X
coz. i feel i havent played enough! =D

anyw, i did tis test.
and my results.

Diagnosis:
I do not know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere around territory of modern South China approximately on 1700.Your profession was trainer, holder of the fine animals, birds, insects.

Your brief psychological profile in that past life:
Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. Could be a leader.

Lesson, that your last past life brought to present:
You are bound to solve problems of pollution of environment, recycling, misuse of raw materials, elimination of radioactivity by all means including psychological methods.

Now you remember?

uh. yarh ok. -_-"

2006-09-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

Rules for this growing meme:
Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you.

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I’m paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have alot of friends.
I'm currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on e phone.
I practically live on trackpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as a ghetto.
I dun hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen wif my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch mtv on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in e past 6 mths.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea wat i wanna do for e rest of my life.
I want to haf children in e future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on afriend before.
I'm not allegic to anything.
I have alot to learn.
I have been wif someone at least 10 yrs older.
I am shy ard e opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's sigificant other in e past.
I own e south park movie.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think pizza hut has the best pizzas.
I watch soap operas.
I'm obessesive, often a perfectionist.
I love michael jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween's awesome because u get free candies.
I watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at tis moment.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of e time.
I tie my shoelace differently from anyone i've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable wif who i am right now.
I have more than juz my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculour amt of money on makeup.
I believe in phopetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in musical instruments.
I work at mac.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fic movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausages.
I love the red sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by ppl i loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for e worst ppl.
I adore bright colours.
I love dear abby.
I cant live w/o black eyeliner.
I think sch is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I dunno why e hell i juz did tis stupid thing.
I dun like multi-textured ice cream.
I can pick up things wif my toes.
I cant whistle.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have (almost) every journal i've written.
I cant stick to a diet.
I talk in my slp.
I've often thot i was born in e wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them wif loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they werent family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I cant stand at least one person i've worked wif.
I am a caffine junkie.
I read thrashy romance and i'm ashamed.
I love (watching) wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spritual and i am not ashamed at all.
If i knew i could get away wif it, i would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know wat cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine over dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a crush on a cartoon character when i was a kid.
I only clean my room when neccessary.
Weight is my enemy.
I hate chinese.
I wish everybody in the world loves me.
I wish i had a stable job wif high income.
I detest most stuffed toys.
I'm a complete gadget freak.
I'm the laziest person i know.
I'm not a shu nu.

2006-09-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

my dad bought a pomelo from his fren at $8.
-_-" rite? so ex can.
its big la. but den. a pomelo for $8?

anyw. feeling v troubled and confused over some things.
dun feel like elaborating here, but. sometimes i will wonder, if i've taken e rite step.
things juz dun seem to be going smoothly at all.
juz when a few days ago i thot everything will be fine already.

going changi airport wif c&p peeps for farewell dinner for qx later in e evening.
sighs. why is everyone going away?

2006-09-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.
decided to change my blogskin again.
decided e bright and cheerful-looking blogskin doesnt really suit my feelings now, so yeah, changed to a more moody-looking skin.
so u should haf guessed tat i'm kinda moody la.
still trying to look at e brighter side though, tats why e glint of pink at e left.
it indicates a shimmer of hope, while e rest of my world still seems dull.

spent a hell lot of time editing tis skin coz i wasnt v pleased wif alot of stuffs.
yeah, den i finally made do wif tis.

sch stuffs has been settled, much to my relief.
though e classes kinda sucks, but well, its e only way.

bf had off ytd.
went town wif him and caught monster hse, finally!
been wanting to watch tat for some time already, but e timing wasnt rite, den ended up watching other movies.
i wanna watch rob-b-hood next!
louis koo is my idol.
tall, dark and handsome! *swoons.
anyw, benny and i were both practically zombie-looking ppl ytd.
we were both so tired.

oh yes. should tell u ppl tis v irritating thing.
we were at e movies ytd and we were sitting beside a couple.
an ang moh man and a chinese girl.
and they both, for who-knows-wat reason, took off their shoes and hung their feets up at e seats in front of them.
NOTE: there wasnt anyone there at tat time.
and THEIR FEETS REALLY STINK!
i swear it stinks so badly i feel like i'm gonna faint any moment. (benny feels e same too, and i'm sure ppl ard them feels e same too)
i wonder if they ever wash their feets.
or do they enjoy smelling each other's smelly feets so much?
boy was i glad when e movie was finally over. so i can run out of e cinema to get some fresh air.
i hope i wun run into them anymore.
wat a horrible movie session.

2006-09-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

tis was me like ard a yr and a half ago?
LOL
though i think i still look e same, u may think there're some differences?
dun see any differences except tat i'm wearing spects.
but den if u know me den u should know tat i DO wear spects.
but maybe i look a bit chubbier den? shruggs.
juz dug it out while browsing through some stuffs.
trying to learn some computer knowledge but. sighs. tough.
i downloaded a hell lots of stuffs den realise i didnt know how to use them.
crap.

to ppl who cares:
i'm seriously trying to look on e brighter side already, but den it seems tat there's no bright side at all. =X
i dun belong here nor there.
i juz realise i dun belong anywhere anymore.

its like i'm drowning in e sea. den suddenly there's tis wooden plank for me to grab hold of.
den i keep grabbing on to it and struggling to live.
but only now i realise, i'm too heavy for it.
i'll juz sink eventually. =(

*edits*
the above is juz an example of wat i'm feeling now.
i'm not really drowning and i'm not too heavy for e wooden plank.
its juz not possible to be too heavy. I KNOW. blah. -_-"

2006-09-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

i was v sad the whole of today. yeah. ever since i was dragged to wake up at 8 tis morning to go to sch, i was sad.
reasons r pretty simple.
if u know me and know wat i'm going through now, u'll understand.
if u dun, den i wun bother boring u wif all these stuffs.
bcoz. u probably wun ever understand anyw.
dun even try to. coz u're not me, u cannot understand de.

yes. and minus all those stuffs, there're still things tat made me unhappy.
i'm a ktv person. but now i feel tat kbox and me r drifting further and further away.

and oh. happy 14th mth to me and dearie.
see? it was supposed to be a happy day!
he's not even ard. not even contactable.
and wif all those tat i mentioned above, how not to be sad?

til den ppl.
its time for an afternoon nap.

2006-09-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

i was preparing to blog tis in a pretty good mood, but my dad juz had to spoil everything by looking down on me.
yes. of all ppl. my own dad.
shit u ppl who look down on me ok.

anyw. went down for theory lessons tis afternoon wif vl.
den there were like no ppl of our age at all can.
generation gap. all e uncles and aunties. Zzz.
the lesson was quite interesting la. the lecturer, or instructor seem a pretty nice person.
but he didnt finish e lesson, coz e bell rang. -_-"
den he said he has to let us go. dots.
cannot continue til he finish one meh?

den came home and helped jason wif tis v fun game.
its some music game and i think i'm addicted to it already.
is fun and thrilling.
but i dun think i can manage it w/o his help leh.
i'm so noob in tis. =D

well. sch's starting on monday and i totally hated my timetable.
not tat its not good.
juz tat mondays and tuesdays r pretty packed.
weds to fri v slack.
but tats not wat i wan. sighs.
tell u u oso dun understand one.
juz. dun envy me. its not a good feeling ok.
forget it la. u dun understand one.

2006-09-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

some thing i hate abt guys.
if u're a guy, u should read tis.
coz most girls hate e same thing too i suppose.

ego.
wats wif guys and their ego btw? i hate guys who always think they're superior to girls.
like. wats their prob? we both r human. and btw, ur mum is a girl.
and she's e one who gave birth to u.
u can argue tat w/o e guy's sperm e egg wouldnt be feritlized oso wat.
but den she can choose to abort u de lor. but no. she decided to go through all e pain and stuffs to give birth to u.
but u guys? u didnt provide anything except some sperms u shoot out in a moment of pleasure!

insensitivity.
seriously guys, be more sensitive to ur girl's needs.
notice every little action. notice e small things, small actions.
they can mean alot.

guys who flirts/ slps ard
i need not elaborate la hor? girls r not toys for u guys.
so if u belong to tis category, pls kindly exit from my page. i do not welcome u.

guys who watch porn but dun admit to watching/dun admit to getting high when watching.
wat? watch jiu watch la. dun be a wussy. nobody's gonna laugh at u bcoz prob all e guys in e world is doing e same.

guys who nag.
oh c'mon. dun i haf a mother already?

guys who whistle at girls when they walk pass.
pls. i dun need to know how despo u ppl can get.
juz keep ur desperations to urself alright?

guys who takes advantages.
sorry lor. girls r NOT whores. pls stop touching and squeezing their butts during xmas countdowns. u sick ppl.

guys who slps wif girls den dump them.
u ppl should be shot. enough said. i despise u. get out of my site if u're one of them.

indecisive guys.
sometimes tis is alright. but seriously, girls like their guys to be more decisive. imagine when u decided to get married.

girl: wat kind of bed do u like?
guy: anything lo.
girl: we'll get e waterbed den.
guy: anything lor.
girl: den do u think tis colour matches our toilet?
guy: u decide la.

zzz lor ok? we need some opinions too!

2006-09-22T01:19:00.000+08:00

sighs. juz when i thot no one even bothers abt me anymore.
freddie came and talked to me abt fyp.
den shun bian confided in him.
thanks daddy for listening to me when no one else bothers.

was feeling so upset after e talk wif my parents.
den ppl juz like to come and upset me even more.

reg at bbdc tis afternoon.
followed by dinner at chicago steakhouse wif vl and ch.
den movie. gigolos wannabe.
yeah. v summarised. coz i'm still in a pretty lousy mood after several incidents earlier on.

got a start for fyp already.
gotta do research already. i promise i'll work hard.
bye bye peeps.

2006-09-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

ns changed my bf's life, as well as mine.

before i was attached, i was so carefree.
i organised stuffs, hung out wif frenz on e wkends and slumbered over at their places and i do watever i was w/o worrying abt anything.

den after i got attached, nth drastic changes except tat i haf someone to send me home whenever i haf late niteouts wif my girls, and someone to lean on whenever i haf probs, and someone whom i know will haf his hp 24/7 by his side so i can contact him anytime.
nth really changes.
i still organise stuffs, hang out wif frenz and slumbered over at their places except tat i haf one more person to hang out wif, which is my bf.
and i can see him whenever i wan.

den after he got enlisted, everything changes!
i can only see him like twice a wk and only on wkends, which totally takes up wkend dates wif my girls, and sumbering over at their places.

if i choose my frenz, he'll be neglected.
if i choose him, my frenz will be neglected.
i dun wan either of tat to happen.
so i've been trying v hard to balance things up.
but den its really easier said than done.

i really miss my bf. and i really miss my frenz too!
pls tell me wat i can do.
i'm really bad at it.

and its gonna be worse now coz now i can only see him once a wk.

2006-09-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

i'm back!
after being away from home a few days, getting kinda homesick already.
its like a 2 days 1 nite trip to chalet.
den another 2 days 1 nite camping at benny's.

anyw. gonna explain things here a bit.
coz he's like going back to camp and wun be back til 2 wks later, so i thot it'll be like a fair share amt of time for both my frenz and him.
den after tat he'll be transferred to changi air base den one wk only got one day off.
and its prob a sch day and i wun be able to meet him le.
i can always meet up wif u guys anytime we're free but its diff wif me and benny.
i'm v low morale now bcoz of e once a wk off only thing le.
so yeah, hope u ppl will understand alright?

chalet pics will be up soon.
coz my acc is currently full.
thinking of using benny's acc. but. tats not v good har?
sounds kinda sneaky.
but den, its not considered sneaky since i posted it out here wat.
he'll be reading it anyw. -_-"
so yeah. maybe. maybe not.
i'll see wat i can do la hor.